Miscion Impossibol
Today I am tired, tired of a positive. That
tired of waking up at 7 am (stuff that came to my mind since high school), a bus packed with young students and I, who are almost claustrophobic, crushed like a sardine in the midst of all those who speak and dress the same way as they speak. That
fatigue intecity an hour by train, to walk streets and alleys especially of Padua, the city where I'll be moving soon, the same city in which the study.
Needless to say I'm happy this is a turning point that has been waiting for two years to be precise.
Two years spent as a student commuter, with all its cons and pros I would say no, if not from a purely economic terms.
But now all this is going to end, no more train every day, no more waivers to spritz of 18.30 because "oh no, I lose my train, no more parties to the bin last minute because "oh shit, I did not bring change for the night" and so much more.
Above all, I'm ready and big enough to close the door behind them and open another, which will take me to a place where I'll be there, just me, no parents, no relatives nor friends, I decided groped the adventure with all its risks, without any security.
do not know at present the people with whom he shared the house, especially given that the room probably will not choose a single room.
I voluntarily declined the offers available from those who already knew, for example, when a former classmate of mine gave me the number because it would be in September a seat at his house, well, I did not ever called.
I'm tired of having too many certainties, to be free in the end it means to live without them, I want to risk it, this is something I completely and does not affect anyone else and secondly I do not want to see me arguing with someone about the usual things in life living together, I want to be free to fuck all to easily if it were needed, without feeling guilty if this was a 'friend or an acquaintance. In summary
today I gleaned nine numbers, nine different houses, I'll call tonight and I feel that probably some time is already blurred, but keep searching, just expect that it will take time, whether to choose a pair of shoes or an mp3 player I can put full weeks let alone an apartment. Meanwhile
to tighten the circle, I figured all of my future home should not have, so I say NO to: * cagacazzo Salvationists
roommates, students of political science / engine / 'education et cetera **, pets ( ergo Punkabbestia), male roommates looking nice ***, very dirty people, people who manifests so irritating his sympathy for movements or parties that I do not like, triple room, apartment that does not belong to the downtown, faculty or the station.
are very much appreciated the two bathrooms, a balcony, a luminary of the chemical and a drug dealer.
* of those who make weird faces just touches your pack of cigarettes
** nice for charity, but I have to study
*** for the simple fact that I do not want distractions at home, even if after I have written to me realized that I am is very relative because lately I like the toilets, even better if we are assholes.
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